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Everything changes, eventually.

That stupid green-eyed monster attacked me again.
I just hate it when jealousy overcomes my whole being.
It slowly eats you, then swallows you whole. It sucks.

I hate how my life changed so drastically in the past 3 years.
I just went from hero to zero. Well, metaphorically speaking, of course.
In a snap, everything went completely different.
The life that I used to have, the things I used to enjoy, nothing but a blur memory in my distant past.

Maybe that's why I envy them so much.
They have every single thing that they want handed to them.
All is within their reach already. They just have to pick it up.
Their life is so damn easy.
No need to work hard for the luxurious things that they want.
"Ask and you shall receive."
That's basically what their lives are like.
And I so badly want that life.
Yup, told you. Stupid green-eyed monster.


Okay, so not that I have anything against them.
I'm just really jealous of what they have. Cause I used to have that. And now I don't. Which really sucks on my part.


Everything's so fucking hard now.
In just a tick of a clock, everything would change..

Comments

mich said…
hala. ano yn?!
Friday, July 31, 2009 11:29:00 AM
Anonymous said…
Isn't it funny, knowing that you're jealous of somebody, & at the same time, somebody is also jealous of you? Oh well, maybe that's what really life is. Each of us wants something that is not ours. The hell with life. Daaangg.
Friday, July 31, 2009 1:00:00 PM
Victoria said…
So ngayon ko lang nakita mga comments dito. Hahaha xD

@Mich.
Wala. Emo moment ko nu'ng mga panahon na yun. Shett.

@Krista.
I actually don't know anyone who's jealous of me. I mean, seriously, who would be jealous of ME?! I am so freaking average. But yeah, we all want some things that we can't have. SUCKS
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 8:20:00 PM
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