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One act of random kindness at a time.

Done watching Evan Almighty.

So, how do you change the world? Kind of a weird question, I know. But I really wanna know how. Not that I have any plans on changing the world or anything. Cause that would be really screwed up. I can't even change my own life. How would I possibly change the world?! Anyway, the answer in the movie was "one act of random kindness at a time". HMMM. Can that really change the world? I mean, what if I'd be kind to someone once a day, would that really make a difference on how the world works? Ugh, whatever. I need not worry about such things.

I have one more question though. What if God suddenly shows up in front of you and talks to you, what would you do? Now wouldn't that be creepy? Well here's the thing, I'm not a believer, but I'm also not a non-believer. I'm sorta in between. There are still some things that I need to have in myself to really believe that someone in a higher power exists. Probably some Faith.

You know what, it actually amazes me how people can easily have faith on something that they're not even sure really exists. Okay, I don't question their faith or belief or anything like that. It just really amazes me, that's all. I just wish that I could also have that kind of faith. I used to have it but now it just feels like that was a million years ago. With so much crap that had taken place in my life, it just came to a point when I just got sick and tired of it all. And I felt like all the faith that I have can't really help me. So I just decided to let it go.

Some of my friends keep telling me that He would help me with anything. That He would help me get through all my problems. That He would help me walk on the right path. That He would lead me on the right way. But, how and when? Problems and worries are like permanently attached to my system. Okay, I know that everyone's got their own dilemma in their lives and yet still cling on to their faith. Well, it's different for me. I can't keep clinging on to something I'm not really sure of. That would be like cheating myself. I'd rather let go than hold on to it for no reason at all.


Well, well. Wasn't this a heck of a post. But, this is just my own opinion, be kind. Who knows, probably in the future, you'd be able to change the world by helping me change. One act of random kindness at a time, right? *WINK.

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