Poured Syrup

Ginger has certainly inspired me in so many ways. She was a part of my childhood, my early teen years, and now, my late teen years. Whenever I need good vibes, I just open my computer and watch her show. Her words and her thoughts never fail to inspire me and make me smile. The tighter you hold on to something, especially something that needs change and growth, the greater chance you have of losing it. But if you let it go, if you let it fly at the time that it most desperately needs to, well there's a darn good chance it may come back to you. -Ginger's Dad Honestly, I don't want change. I hate change. Especially when I'm already comfortable and used to what's around me at the moment. It's kinda like an obsessive compulsion thing. I have this obsessiveness with wanting things to be "perfect" all the time. If I know that what I'm about to do won't turn out the way I want it to, I won't bother doing it anymore. Which usually back fires ca...

I turned off the computer and decided to just watch the television. As Told By Ginger was on on Nickelodeon. Like I've said a million times before, I love Ginger. I love how she writes about her life and her thoughts on her diary so beautifully. I wish I could do that. I'm not really a writer, I'm just someone who knows how to express herself in English fluently. But that's not really the point of this post. Like I've said, I already turned off the computer. But watching As Told By Ginger and listening to the thoughts that she's writing on her diary, is making me want to blog. So I decided to get up from my bed, open the computer and blog. Which is what I am actually doing right now. I am not making sense again. Hoodsie's eulogy made me think a lot about my family. About how sometimes, your family can make you really mad; or feel bad. And it gets hard to see the good things about them. But then one day, they're gone. And all you have left are the mem...