I envy those people who can do something productive, and not to mention something really awesome with their lives. I hate the fact that I'm stuck in such an awful rut. Same old shit every single day. Nothing new, nothing old. Just the same.
I want to be able to do something different with my life. Something that would make me go, "Wow. I really did that. Boo yeah!" I want to get out of my same old boring routine. But hell, I don't know how I'm gonna do it. Have absolutely no idea on where to start. The thing is, what I want is something that is quite unreachable at the moment. For reasons like, I'm too young; I have no money; I don't know how. Traveling the world and jet setting would be first on my list. Seeing all the beautiful and awesome places that other countries have to offer. Now, wouldn't that just be totally awesome? Boohoo!
But sadly, I have no money to do that. Hell, I can't even go back to the States because of that stupid thing. ERRR. Whatever. Like I said, I crave for wayyy too much crap. But seriously, I want to get a life. I feel so damn pathetic.
I want to be able to do something different with my life. Something that would make me go, "Wow. I really did that. Boo yeah!" I want to get out of my same old boring routine. But hell, I don't know how I'm gonna do it. Have absolutely no idea on where to start. The thing is, what I want is something that is quite unreachable at the moment. For reasons like, I'm too young; I have no money; I don't know how. Traveling the world and jet setting would be first on my list. Seeing all the beautiful and awesome places that other countries have to offer. Now, wouldn't that just be totally awesome? Boohoo!
But sadly, I have no money to do that. Hell, I can't even go back to the States because of that stupid thing. ERRR. Whatever. Like I said, I crave for wayyy too much crap. But seriously, I want to get a life. I feel so damn pathetic.
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my world is boring too.
same old faces/things/places/routines.
i'd love to travel like that too.
Go on a self-searching jorney or whatever it is called and meet interesting strangers.
haaaAH money :(
or...i wish i could live inside a fictional story where my cat will turn into a bishie every full moon or something XD