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Call me emo.

Ang aga-aga kanina, sirang sira agad araw ko. Alam mo yung, hindi ka lang nagising sa oras, dinabog na agad yung pintuan ng kwarto mo, binato ka pa ng libro (take note, hardbound pa yun ah), sinigaw sigawan ka pa ng punyeta kang bata ka, tangina mo, wala kang kwenta, wag ka ng mag-aral, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH.. Sarap na almusal noh? Ang sarap talaga! Malinamnam at masustansya.

AYUN! Yun pala ang dahilan kung bakit tahimik ako kaninang umaga. Langya. Tapos nakipagsabayan pa yung tangina kong pandak na classmate na akala mo naman kung sinong ubod ng ganda. Siya na nga 'tong nakatama ng bola ng basketball, at sa muka pa, siya pa 'tong may ganang magalit, manigaw, magmura at mang-irap. Di pa nag-sorry! Alam mo yung makapal talaga ang muka?! Siya yun eh. Putang ina niya. Pasalamat siya at wala ako sa mood. Pag nagkataon, baka hindi lang ganung away ang nagawa ko sa kanya. Baka nasabunutan ko pa siya at baka nangudngod ko pa muka niya du'n sa court. Tangina talaga niya. Pandak naman. Puta. Hanggang balikat lang kita noh! Tigas naman ng muka mo!

Hindi naman ako masyadong galit. Slight lang. Pero naman kasi. Masakit naman matamaan ng bola. At sa muka pa! Buti sana kung sa katawan eh. Pucha.



This day. Such a fucked-up day. I don't know why the-one-who-created-all-things created days like this. Does that someone think I'm that strong to take every shit that comes my way? I'm only human. I have limits. I can take just enough. No more, no less. It just seriously pisses me off how days like this, you know, the I-don't-know-wanna-live-anymore days, never seem to leave me alone. Wherever I go, the stupid thing follows. Sometimes, I just feel like giving up and ending all the bullshit in my life. But then again, there's this saying: "Suicide is the permanent solution to a temporary problem." I just hope that this thing really is temporary. Cause I don't think I can take more.

Comments

CK said…
waw! d best tlaga buhay mo! IDOL! kaya mo yn noh! sus ikaw pa =D

at para naman dun sa pakshet na pandak na umaway sau, ituro m skn. tngina nu'n ah! hnd man ln nagsori?! kpal nman ng muka nia! naku mare. ako na ang sasabunot sa knya para sau!
CK said…
bwal pala magsuicide! trantado ka! bwal yan ah.
Mich said…
sinong umaway sayo?! tarantado siya, pakisabi. pandak naman pala eh. dpat pinitik mo nln! hahaha :))
Anonymous said…

Chill lang! Masyadong high-blood! Haha. Baka masira ang beauty. Di na pinag-aaksayahan ng panahon ang mga ganon.
Victoria said…
@CK.
Tanga! Di naman ako magsusuicide! baliw! hahaha xD naku. Yaan na nga yung gagang yun. may araw din siya. hahaha xD

@Mich.
Sayang nga eh. dapat nga pinitik ko na lang noh?! Hahaha xD

@Krista.
Kaya nga eh. Nilabas ko lang. para mawala na yung inis ko. Hahaha :D
Anonymous said…
uyy. eassy.
kung ako sayo sinipa ko na sa ulo ung nkatama sayo ng bola. hhhehe :P
Victoria said…
@Ponpon.
Takte. Sayang kasi eh. Wala kasi talaga ko sa mood eh. Nagmurahan na lang kami ng bongga. Hahaha xD
Anonymous said…
nku. sayang nmn..
wlang mggwa ang mura sis. dpat upakan na.
ang sama dw eh. hehe.
=)
Victoria said…
Haha. Sabi ko nga eh, wag niya kong tataluhin ulit, makakatikim siya ng sabunot sa'kin. haha! xD
Anonymous said…
bwahaha. that's mi sis! siga eh =))
Victoria said…
dapat talaga siga. para walang aaway sa'yo. hahaha xD
CK said…
malay mo lng magsuicide ka. bwahaha =D
gelica said…
kita q nga un ee..

hehehe..

auz lan ian....

me araw din cla...

ay xa pla.. :)

.gica. =D
Victoria said…
@CK.
Tanga! gaga ka talaga noh? hahaha :D

@Gica.
Haha. Oo, may araw din talaga yun. Wooh xD
gretch said…
if this day will be perfect there won't be any need for tomorrows :)

chill :P
Victoria said…
I know right. Hahaha :) It's just that "perfect" days are as if afraid of me. It sucks. Lol :D Thanks though. Hugs xD
lizitte said…
ok lng yan becs

ganyan tlga ang buhay parang life^^

being an emo has a sense of humor di lng nila npapansin un^^)

=p hayaan mu nlng un c ..... kaya mu nmn un kung tutuusin eh hehhe
Victoria said…
Hahaha. Sira ulo ka talaga Vento. Oo nga eh. Kayang kaya. Landi kasi eh. Ampota xD
kat said…
galit na galit ah.. hahhaha!
tae nakakalito nman tong blog mu..
Victoria said…
ano naman nakakalito dito?! loka. ang ayos na nga nito eh. hahaha xD

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