I think I'm becoming more stupid every single day. I'm having such a hard time comprehending with things that are happening around me. That bothers me a lot. Why? Because I'm such an observant (or at least I hope I still am). I notice everything that's happening within miles from me. But now, I don't seem to care about anything anymore. Oh wait, that just hit me. I still am observant. The only problem that I have is that I care less about things. Ahh, so that one's solved, I guess.
My attitudes getting worse. I'm becoming more barbaric than usual. My being frank seems to affect people more so than it has affected them before. I am such a big mouth. Yes, I hate being one. But I just can't help it, you know.
It's almost 10:30 in the evening and I still don't wanna go to sleep. Sleeping would mean that I would soon wake up. This are one of the nights I wish won't end. It's not that I'm having fun tonight or anything, it's just that I don't want tomorrow to come. Here I go again. Why the hell do I keep on ranting about hating school, or hating tomorrow. Whatever.
You know what depresses me the most? It's the fact that I have big plans for myself this college and all of them just went down the drain. Just like that and all of them are gone. How I wish time machines have been invented already. I think that would make my life--or everyone's lives for that matter--a lot easier to deal with. But come to think of it, if we all have the power to go back in time and change things the way we want them to be arranged, then this would be a seriously chaotic world. Because everyone wants the world to be according to what they want, nothing would stay the same anymore. Does that even make sense?
Honestly, I have no idea what's really running in my head right now. I have so many thoughts, just poofing everywhere and anywhere.
And one more thing, what the hell is with the Beijing Olympics that made it the most watched Olympics in the history of all Olympics? Redundant much.
My attitudes getting worse. I'm becoming more barbaric than usual. My being frank seems to affect people more so than it has affected them before. I am such a big mouth. Yes, I hate being one. But I just can't help it, you know.
It's almost 10:30 in the evening and I still don't wanna go to sleep. Sleeping would mean that I would soon wake up. This are one of the nights I wish won't end. It's not that I'm having fun tonight or anything, it's just that I don't want tomorrow to come. Here I go again. Why the hell do I keep on ranting about hating school, or hating tomorrow. Whatever.
You know what depresses me the most? It's the fact that I have big plans for myself this college and all of them just went down the drain. Just like that and all of them are gone. How I wish time machines have been invented already. I think that would make my life--or everyone's lives for that matter--a lot easier to deal with. But come to think of it, if we all have the power to go back in time and change things the way we want them to be arranged, then this would be a seriously chaotic world. Because everyone wants the world to be according to what they want, nothing would stay the same anymore. Does that even make sense?
Honestly, I have no idea what's really running in my head right now. I have so many thoughts, just poofing everywhere and anywhere.
And one more thing, what the hell is with the Beijing Olympics that made it the most watched Olympics in the history of all Olympics? Redundant much.
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