Poured Syrup

Gusto ko lang malaman kung ano ba ang nahihita ng mga taong nagyoyosi. Sus. Sana pala eh tinanong ko na lang ang sarili ko kung ganun. Ano ba kasi ang nakukuha ko sa sigarilyo? Nakakasira ng baga, nakakadagdag sa polusyon at higit sa lahat nakakabawas sa allowance. 20 pesos rin yata ang kalahating kaha noh. Naimpambili ko pa sana yun ng pagkain. Nabusog pa ako at mga bulate ko sa tiyan. Pambihira naman kasi yang nakaimbento ng sigarilyo. Isa siyang napakabuting nilalang na hulog ng langit sa sanlibutan. Dapat talaga kahapon eh isang linggo na kong hindi nagyoyosi. Kaso naman kasi nu'ng Friday, nagkayayaan ng inuman. Syempre, hindi naman mawawala ang sigarilyo pag may lasingan. Kaya ayan. Napasubo tuloy ako ng wala sa oras. Alam kong pwede ko namang iwasan kung gugustuhin ko, eh yun lang, ang tagal (oo, matagal na para sa'kin yun) ko na kasing walang naibibigay na usok sa baga ko. Napilitan ako. Nakakainis. Hindi naman ako sobrang adik sa yosi. Kaya kong hindi humithit ng h

  I'm not bitter or anything. I just find this picture so sincere. Okay, so maybe I'm a little bit bitter. But hey, don't blame me. Blame all the assholes who made me realize that love is synonymous to bullshit. Woah. Sige, bitter nga talaga ako. Saklap. HAHA!

ISABEL REGINA P. NACORDA aka BABOY KO A blog post exclusively for my BEST FRIEND . We've known each other since pre-school. So that would make us friends for almost 13 years now . Wow. Such a long time. As friends, we don't always get along and we have had our own share of fights. It's a part of all kinds of relationships. But still, after all that, we remain friends--strong as ever. She's the one person I come to whenever I have a problem, or if I have a new kwento , or if I just wanna talk. She's the one person who understands all of me . I don't have to or need to explain myself to her. She's the one person who knows what I'm thinking even without saying a word. She's the one person who knows everything that there is to know about me. Inside and out. She's the one person who notices that I have a problem even when I'm all smiles. She's the one person I can't possibly live without . Minsan nga feeling ko soul mate ko siya eh. K

I knew from the start that things won't go anywhere. But I just couldn't let it go. But now, I promise--with the blogger community as my witness--that I will forget about him and all the stupid, crappy feelings that I have for him. I will stop thinking about him (although that'd be seriously hard). And I will not get jealous anymore. There are so many other fishes in the sea. Di ba, CK? So why waste your time on someone who doesn't even give a damn about you. So I will now move on and let him live his life in peace. Sana nga lang talaga eh kayanin ko. Wooh. I can do this! Tulungan niyo ko?

It's only almost 8 in the morning. And I am already wide awake. Usually when I get hang-overs, I lie in my bed all day long. Doing absolutely nothing. But today, things are happening quite differently for me. I actually woke up at around 4 in the morning, thinking, " Why is my alarm clock not going off? " Then after a few minutes, I realized that it's Saturday. And I have NO school during Saturdays. How stupid of me. Oh wait. I just realized that we have a make-up class in Law today. Oh whatever. It's not mandatory anyway. I just wanna ask, can you erase something--anything--from your brain? Cause I would really, seriously would like to delete something from my memory right now. And yes, lovely people, that memory would remain unwritten. :) But seriously, I wish backspace exists in real life. (Haven't I heard that one before?) So that if I wanna erase something, it would be just as easy as clicking a key from my " keyboard ". I was not able t

Kakauwi ko lang. At bago ang lahat, gusto ko lang sabihin na umiikot na ang mundo ko dahil sa ilang litrong Matador na tinira namin ng blockmates ko kanina. At muntik pang may mangyaring kababalaghan. Kaso hindi eh. Not meant to be. Lol. At gusto ko lang din ipagbigay alam na ang 6 na araw kong walang yosi eh nasira. Peste talaga mga inuman. Di mapigilan ang sigarilyo. HAYYY. So anyway.. You know what, it is not bad to talk to someone properly and respectfully . There is really nothing wrong with that. Seriously, people. Let's say you're my friend--assuming a one close friend of mine. Then in front of me, you would throw your bag and slam your books on the table. You'd have on this face full of rage and anger: raising eyebrows and piercing eyes. What do you think is it that I would think? That something's wrong with you, right? That something so appalling has happened to you that made you act in such way. Of course as your friend, I'd be concerned, or at lea

Ayon sa professor namin sa Logic, eto na raw ang bagong pronounciation ng salitang exhausted : EX-HOOOSS-TEDDD. Alam mo yung konseptong hinga ka daw muna ng malalim at saka mo bigkasin ang salita na dapat eh prolonged pa ang haus . Kailangan daw HOOOOSSSSS. Dapat kasi wala ka na daw hininga pagkatapos mong sabihin ang salitang yun. At dapat din pala, nanlalaki ang mata. O.O Bakit ba kasi may mga professor na sadyang nakakainis? Alam kong parte ng buhay estudyante at pag-aaral yun. Hindi talaga pwedeng mawala ang mga kinaiinisang prof. Pero grabe naman kasi siya. Parang wala ng bukas. Alam mo yung tapos na ngang magpa-quiz at lahat lahat, nakuha pa niyang mag-discuss ng bagong topic. Napiga na nga mga utak ng estudyante niya dahil sa napakadali niyang quiz, ganun pa siya. Mas lalo lang kaming walang maiintindihan n'yan eh. Tanga talaga. Nakakabwiset. Sige lang. Kahit nahihilo na ko. Kahit na mas lalong umiikot ang mundo ko sa nakakairita niyang boses at sa nanlalaki niyang mat

Maybe it's me. Maybe I just happen to expect too much from other people. Bad, bad thing. Seriously, learning from your mistakes or your past, is not really an easy thing. History would just keep on repeating itself no matter how much you want to stop it. Oh well. PARANOIA . It sucks the life out of people. It sucked-- is sucking (not really sure of the tense yet) the life out of me. Sometimes I feel like my friends (with a few exceptions) aren't really my friends. You know. They're just there, but they don't really give a crap about me. I feel like the world is against me. That every thing that I do, even the littlest of things, is wrong. That with every move that I make, every step that I take, there will always be this pair of eyes staring at me. Okay, this is not my way of saying that I'm soooo popular that people would actually care about what I do or don't do. I'm not being arrogant or anything. It's just that sometimes, I feel like I just

I now declare myself a professional slacker and procrastinator . Hey. At least if I don't graduate college, I'll still have my so-called professional degree. Bummer. Thank you.

Stupid thesis paper. I just  keep procrastinating. I can't start. My brain is, as usual , not functioning well. I hate it when that happens. You know, the procrastinating-not-functioning-well-brain thing. Especially when there's an assignment, project, and THESIS PAPER that I have to work on. Damn it. Oh well. Good thing it's only the first chapter. But still, the workload is ku-reiii-zyyyy. Okay, okay, okay. I'ma delay that work, again. So anyway, I've said on my previous blog post that I've been out of the loop on the internet world for about four days. So when I opened my accounts, a bunch of notifications, updates, comments, questions popped on my computer screen. Okayyyy, so who knew that being gone for such a short period of time would cause so much clutter on my accounts. Sheez. Good thing much of those crap are not really that important. Going back to the bunch of notifications blah blah blah. I opened my blog site and I saw a message from a g

WOW. So I have been completely nonexistent in the internet world for the past 4 days. Stupid broken-ass computer. Sheez. It's raining. And I don't feel so good. Okay. Wait, wait, wait. Wanna know what happened with my crappy life these past few days that I have been time warped into the pre-historic ages? Well, lovely humans, let me break things down for your insane pleasure. Wednesday: Stupid computer's broken, so I got completely depressed. Thursday: At last, I find basketball FUN. Friday: No classes. So I basically bored the shit out of myself here at home. And oh yeah, I cried almost the whole day too. Reason? Stress. I am so stressed out and fed up of all the shit. Saturday: Our high school yearbook's finally released. It's okay. Mom finally agreed to buy me some new shoes. So we went shopping. Blurrr. Celebrated Pia's 18th birthday at Ortigas. Her family is so cool. I had a blast. But it could've gotten better if only my asthma didn't

You know what's funny and  weird at the same time? The fact that on my way home, all I could think about was what I would write in my blog once I'm already in the comforts of my own room and in front of my lovely computer. I actually already got everything figured out; from the opening sentence down to the last word. All I would have to do was type the words here, click publish post  and voila! I have a brand new blog entry that I could share with the world. But unfortunately, the moment I sat on my chair, turned on my computer, logged in on my blogger, all those thoughts went away. It's as if some black hole sucked everything out of my brain--which really  sucks. So I'm guessing that I'd have to think of something else to blog about. Can I just say that I'm a teeny bit disappointed? Just so you know, I keep staring blankly into space. My brain's getting more and more insubstantial by the minute. Seriously, this thing is driving me nuts . One minute I&#

Okay. Was not able to edit my post yesterday. Got stuck with doing absolutely nothing . Well, t'was kinda fun. You know, doing nothing. Lol. So, what's new? Of course, same old crap for me . But my blog's got something new to offer. I changed my URL into this. The URL's kinda long which kinda  sucks. But whatever. Me likes it. Wooohh. I also tweaked some stuff from my layout code. Placed a banner on top. (Got inspired from a blog I saw.) And edited some of the things on my sidebar. Everything turned out okay. Yeah, just  okay. After almost 8 hours of editing, all I see is just an OKAY  layout. I still want to change my background, but I can't find any that would be compatible to what I did. I want something to the gray-ish, black-ish effect. Uhh. Help me find something, please? I just realized that I just  edited my blog skin less than 2 weeks ago. Oh wait, scratch that. I changed my blog skin exactly  one week ago. And now, I changed it again . What the hell i

Weird, weird thing. I slept for 16 hours straight. I dozed off at around 4:30 in the afternoon yesterday. And I just woke up. Damn, that was a long time. Woah, my mind's still floating. Still can't think straight. Maybe too much sleep is also not a good thing. Really, not good. I think I'm gonna lie down first. And probably eat. Since I slept so early yesterday, I was not able to eat dinner, not even some snack. Starving, starving, starving much. I'm gonna publish this one now. I'll just edit it later.

Before I start with all my crappy schoolwork (which by the way I usually don't do, but since it's a group work and I'm the fucking leader, I was left with no other choice), I would post something first. Irresponsible people. One of the things that I hate the most. Okay, I admit that I'm not exactly Ms. Always Responsible , but hell, at least I know when to be one. I don't go off forgetting things that I'm supposed to do--especially if other people's heads are at stake (i.e group projects). I'm irresponsible with myself. But it's a whole different story and scenario if I'm with a group. You can't jeopardize someone's grade just because you're too lazy to do what you're supposed to, or because you forgot. In the first place, forgetting something isn't an excuse for anything (expect of course if you have amnesia or some medical illness that makes you forget things). If you want to, there's always a way. But if you don

Stupid photo uploader. After ten years! And that's what really, really irritates me. Things that are so fucking slow. I'm not really a patient person, so waiting for something/someone seriously annoys me. Ugh. Okay, picture. (You have to click the image to see it's full size.) So I've been online for 10 straight hours--10:06:26 to be exact. Good thing my head doesn't ache yet. Wooh. Well, I think I'm gonna turn my computer off now. I'm really tired. Plus, I have school tomorrow. Damn. School. I do not wanna go to school tomorrow. I feel so lazy these days. I mean, lazier than my usual laziness. Lalalala..

The hell with you, asshole. I just edited my layout code. No more right click, no more copy-paste. (Thanks to Krista by the way for the code of the no copy-paste.) Whew! Hope there'd be no more copying of my works. First of all, copying someone else's work is so low. And second, my posts are lame. Who would want to copy all my non-sense crap here? Uhh. Whatever. Well, that's it for now. I'm going to sleep first. Did you know that I slept at around 1 in the morning last night and woke up at almost 1 in the afternoon a while ago. And yes, I still want to sleep. Wooh.

This video is from the Willie Revillame show in ABS-CBN, Wowowee. Aired simultaneously with that of the funeral of former president Aquino. Just watch what happens. This doesn't really need much of a description.

So, I'm drunk -- again. Shit. Thank god my headache's slowly wearing off. But I can still feel the alcohol in my system. By the way, I have a 7:30AM class tomorrow. Damn, good luck. Since I really would want to go to sleep already, I'd just save this one as a draft and edit the rest of the shocking, totally unexpected things that happened to me today, tomorrow. And I am telling you, I've got a lot to say about what happened. Wooh. Zooming off now. Shit. My stomach's aching. Off to the bathroom. Yeah. xD ♪♪♪ So tomorrow's already today (August 11, 2009). But since the date that would appear at the top of this blog is yesterday's, I'm gonna speak like yesterday is today. Did you get that? Lol. Just so you know, I'm having quite a hard time thinking about all the stuff that went on yesterday seeing as I still have the I'm-experiencing-mental-block-due-to-excessive-alcohol syndrome. Goodness, I can't even thinking straight. Damn. Wait, so let&

As usual, I was bored. So I decided to search on Google for some blogs that I could read to pass time. I found this one: Jen's blog. I didn't know that she was from the Philippines, but she was. So I read some of her posts, and she was really all about the government, politics, or things that are of a public concern (i.e Manny Pacquiao, Philippine airports, etc.). Okay, so I was browsing her blog, and I saw that she was following a blog entitled Hay! Men! Ang Blog Ng Mga Tunay Na Lalake! I got intrigued by the name, so checked the site out. And my god did I laugh my ass off (totally exaggerating on that one). It's a blog full of crazy, funny things. It was so cool. On that site, I saw this picture (taken from the supplement of Manila Bulletin) and decided to re-post it here, on my blog. It seriously made me wish that this was true. I know that's kinda harsh, but hey, let's be real. Nobody actually likes Arroyo as a president, or as anything for that matter. If

I changed the icon beside my URL. But knowing me, I can't stick to one. I keep on changing the damn thing every 5 minutes. And yes, I still am browsing on the net for a different one. So I get tired of things easily. Sue me. Anyway, school again tomorrow. I don't feel like going anywhere for the next decade. Okay, that was such an exaggeration, but seriously, I just wanna stay here in my room. Surf the internet, watch television, read some books, lie down, sleep, eat, listen to music. Ugh. I just wish I can do that for the rest of my life. But I can't. Since it would be extremely stupid for anyone to do that. Okay, so, I'm hungry. And I can't think straight. Can't even blog about anything that actually makes sense. I am so bummed out. Damn it.

Just woke up. Damn. It's almost 12 in the afternoon already. Back to the old habit. Woohh. Anyway, Wanted is playing on HBO. Loving the movie. Angelina Jolie is totally an awesome actress. But I just realized that she's not really as pretty as what others ought her to be. She just has this great appeal that hauls everyone to her. Damn, she's good. Woah. Damn this movie's good. Okay, so I have a new favorite movie. Love it. I wish it won't rain tomorrow. I really would want to get over our basketball skills test in PE. I do not want it to be a written test. Memorizing and reviewing sucks. Not really my thing. Whew. Dribbling: shifting, crossing, spin. I can do this! Woah. The train fell off the bridge! How the hell do they do those kinds of effects? I am intrigued and totally amazed. How can one put that kind of effects on a movie without making it seem like it's edited? Damn. I can't even learn photoshop. Let alone edit that kind of work. Seriously, so c

Finally! I'm done editing my blog. God, that took a long time. I started doing this at around 5 in the afternoon. And look at the time now. It's almost 2:30 in the morning already. Really dude, that took a heck of a long time. Who knew that editing codes would be this much work. Damn. CSS is so complicated. Okay, I think I'm gonna turn in now. My back's killing me already. So tired. Oh well, at least I did something productive today. And now, I feel so dizzy. Lalalalalala Goodness, I am seeing twoooo. Can't focus. Woahh

Our professor in English gave us a list of topics to choose from for our essay. I chose this: "Sometimes the best thing happens out of the worst circumstances in the past." Here's my work: The past is one of the only things in life that most people run away from. Even if it’s already right in front of them, they are still too petrified or ashamed to face it, especially its harsh realities. But the truth is, those appalling things are what we should be most thankful of. They may be awful episodes in our past, but they’d always be a part of who we are. We shouldn’t run away from all those terrible events, because sometimes, the best thing happens out of the worst circumstances in the past. I remember the time I learned this in my bones: I was just around 6 years old and the kids from our neighborhood were all ganging up on me. They were all guys and I had no bit of a chance of winning against them, as I was just a little girl. They’d all throw rocks on me, call me really

Nakakainis naman talaga. Minsan na nga lang ako manghingi/magrequest, WALA PA. Kailan ba ko nanghingi ng kahit anong luho sa kanila?! Hindi nga ko humihingi ng pera sa kanila eh. Tapos TV lang?! Ipagpapalit ko lang yung TV ko dito sa kwarto dun sa TV na nasa sala, ayaw pa. Grabe. Para namang napakalaking bagay na nu'n. Yun lang, hindi pa nila mabigay sa'kin! No wonder I act like a complete bitch around them. Oo, bastusan kung bastusan. I don't give a shit. Wala din naman silang pake eh. Why should I? Simpleng bagay lang. Hayyy. Pero pag para sa mga sarili nila, all-out sila lagi. Pag ako, wala na. Alam mo yung ultimo pambili ng libro sa school, kailangan ko pang makipag-away sa Mama ko para lang bigyan ako ng pambili. Minsan nga ayaw pa eh. Kaya wala akong choice. Mangungutang ako sa kung kanino para lang may pambili ng libro. Pero pag luho na nila, sige lang. Bagong cellphone. Bagong TV. Bagong kung anu-ano . Pag sa'kin na, " Wala na ngang pera eh! Di ka ba maka

My god, this is so fucked up. Super natatanga na talaga ko. AMP naman. One moment I'm into one thing, then the next I'm totally tired of it. ANYWAY. I have to do an essay for English and a reaction paper for Economics. And I feel so freaking lazy. Wooohh. I totally hate this. So, I'm currently watching Beneath on HBO. The movie's so cool. Freaking shocking, though. I've been jumping in my seat ever since the movie started. The story's really good. Really is a suspense thriller. I'm loving it. Oh yeah :D Multi-tasking really is my thing. Watching, texting, blogging. OH MY GOD! This movie is so gonna give me a heart attack. Damn it. Jumped in my seat again . This thing is totally going to be at the top of my favorite movies list. Okay, the movie's over. Seriously, totally awesome. ♥♥ Just a thought. I want to learn Adobe. It would be so cool to be able to edit your pictures. Wish I'd have to patience to study it, though. It's so darn complicate

Usapang gaguhan namin ni Tagz. Sobrang katangahan na sa kakaisip namin kung sa'n siya magbi-birthday, kung anu-ano na lang ang nasabi. Wooh. Tagz: Tao po. Becs: Walang tao. Tulog. Tagz: Sleep texter ka? Wow. BLAH..BLAH..BLAH.. Tagz: May alam ka bang ktv? Yung affodable, sulit at kayang i-accomodate ang sanlibutan? Becs: Sanlibutan ampota. Diyan na lang sa Morayta oh. Sa gitna ng kalsada. Tagz: Ktv nga. Ay sabagay, yung screen sa may Ever pwede na. Kaya lang baka isipin nila nagra-rally ang sanlibutan. Haha. BLAH..BLAH..BLAH.. Tagz: Gagi join ka. Syempre. Close naman tayo eh (sabe?!). Becs: Gago! Taga Novaliches ka, Marikina ako. Anong close dun?! Kalokohan! Tagz: Metro Manila, close pa din. Tas naka-globe pa. Making great things possible. Becs: Abot mo ang mundo, gago! Tagz: Di ba Touch Mobile yun? Ewan. Hahaha. BLAH..BLAH..BLAH.. Becs: Timezone na nga lang. Puta. Tagz: Para namang may inuman dun. At least pag may inuman, kung pagkaisahan niyo man akong painumin, di ba. D